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Deep writing, very profound… Not a manuscript to read lightly, this could have seriously profound effects on the reader’s life. What a privilege to have studied as this man has.
~ Louise-Jayne Haddaway

by
Arjuna D. Ghose
Spiritual Memoir

The Struggle Within: The Wind’s Divine Melody

illumining specious arguments and limiting beliefs

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A story about overcoming:
• severe social anxiety • psychiatric misdiagnosis and other specious accusations • alcoholism and drug addiction • spiritual punishment • the dark night of the soul (spiritual dryness) • bad karma • the experience of losing everything • anger • emotional abuse • parental alienation • likes and dislikes

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Deep writing, very profound… Not a manuscript to read lightly, this could have seriously profound effects on the reader’s life. What a privilege to have studied as this man has.
~ Louise-Jayne Haddaway


blurb:

J acob Miller’s social anxiety disorder was so severe he couldn’t form meaningful friendships or find a romantic partner. His life was filled with anger, conflict, and shame. He wasn’t living as his spiritual Master, the venerable Sri Chinmoy, wanted but rather as his parents raised him — to be unfair in the face of humiliation. He no longer walked in the shadow of a great man but followed in the footsteps of petty people. Jacob’s mental health problems had brought him to the breaking point. Yet, his struggle within inspired him to write, and he found his voice at last. He questioned the opinions of the experts impeding his ability to help his daughter. Did he really have schizophrenia, or was he being guided inwardly by his Master? And if his mental health problems stemmed from childhood trauma and not schizophrenia, could he really talk to God? But he already knew the truth. Jacob’s story of karma, faith, and spiritual progress is an inspiration to anyone struggling with issues they think are beyond their control

“It’s normal for spiritual people to experience spiritual things — things most doctors wouldn’t understand.”
~ Arjuna D. Ghose

Spiritual Lotus FlowerIn the Hindu religion, the lotus is used to represent divine beauty and purity, while the unfolding of its leaves represents the expanding of the soul and spiritual awakening.
The Struggle Within: The Wind’s Divine Melody is a true story about spiritual experiences and overcoming social anxiety, addiction, abuse, and spiteful actions. Jacob’s (later known as Arjuna) journey is one of personal and spiritual growth, but the stakes are higher than just “inner peace”. He is fighting to help his daughter. The preview for Vol. 2 will soon be available as an e-book.