The Struggle Within: The Wind’s Divine Melody

         Deep writing, very profound… Not a manuscript to read lightly, this could have seriously profound effects on the reader’s life. What a privilege to have studied as this man has.
   ~ Louise-Jayne Haddaway

  by
Arjuna D. Ghose

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The Struggle Within: The Wind’s Divine Melody

~ A compelling multi-volume memoir and blog ~

~ An inspirational spiritual awakening book and blog ~

~ A spiritual memoir bound to impact your life! ~

The PREVIEW of the condensed version of Vol. 2 will soon be available as an ebook for 99 cents!

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~ The full-length multi-volume memoir will be published in approximately 2029 ~
Spiritual Memoir Mandala
         Deep writing, very profound… Not a manuscript to read lightly, this could have seriously profound effects on the reader’s life. What a privilege to have studied as this man has.
   ~ Louise-Jayne Haddaway

~ a multi-volume memoir ~

Volumes 1 to 5 are the prequel to the Karma from Smearing Sri Chinmoy Blog and the Latest Updates.

J      acob Miller’s anxiety disorder was so severe he couldn’t form meaningful friendships or find a romantic partner. His life was filled with anger, conflict, and shame. He wasn’t living as his spiritual Master, the venerable Sri Chinmoy, wanted but rather as his parents raised him — to be unfair in the face of humiliation. He no longer walked in the shadow of a great man but followed in the footsteps of petty people. Jacob’s mental health problems had brought him to the breaking point. Yet, his struggle within inspired him to write, and he found his voice at last. He began to question the opinions of the experts controlling him. Did he really have schizophrenia, or was he being guided inwardly by his Master? And if his mental health problems stemmed from childhood trauma and not schizophrenia, could he really talk to God? Jacob’s story of karma, faith, and spiritual progress is an inspiration to anyone struggling with issues they think are beyond their control

Prophecies:

  • President Trump will declare the United States the Spiritual Kingdom.
  • President Trump’s second term will last five days.
  • Nancy Pelosi will be the next president after Donald Trump and she is a Republican.
  • We are on the verge of a global economic meltdown.
  • My daughter’s mother will have to surrender to me.
  • Twitter will buy Facebook.
  • Something will be discovered on Jupiter that will really help the Earth.
  • The US will bomb Russia.

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Sri Chinmoy (aka Guru)Guru Sri Chinmoy

“What I understand from reading Guru’s writings, or from experience, is that self-improvement occurs when personal effort meets Grace from Above, and looking back I realized, yes, I made personal effort. But, dammit — there was a lot of Grace going on.”
~ Arjuna D. Ghose, The Struggle Within

How to Bring
Your Inner Sun to the Fore

     When the problems of the outer being stand as an obstruction, cry inwardly. That cry is not for name or fame. That cry is for inner illumination. When the outer being is an obstacle, it means that the sun, the inner sun, is eclipsed by fear, doubt, anxiety, worry or some other negative force. Right now the sun is overcast, but it is bound to become visible again. The inner sun is covered by what? By ignorance, doubt, anxiety and worry. But consciously if you pray or meditate to bring the inner sun, your own illumined sun, to the fore, it will get strength and it will come forward. Now you have to know whether you want it or not. If you want the inner sun to come to the fore, then it will come forward. When the sun comes, at that time doubt disappears, fear disappears, everything undivine disappears.

     So either you have to bring forward the inner sun or you have to be satisfied with fear and doubt. How can you bring to the fore the inner sun? When you pray to the Supreme and meditate on the Supreme, always pray that the illumined part inside you, the illumined being or the inner sun, will come to the fore. Then you will see that there can be no obstacle. You are unable to walk along the street if the street is very dark or full of obstacles. But if the road is all illumined, then you can walk, you can run, you can go as fast as you want to. In the inner life also, if you think positively, if you think of Peace, Light and Bliss, then naturally your inner sun will come to your rescue. But if you don’t pray and meditate, then all obscure, undivine, impure forces will always come and bother you.

~ Sri Chinmoy [source]

Spiritual Lotus FlowerIn the Hindu religion, the lotus is used to represent divine beauty and purity, while the unfolding of its leaves represents the expanding of the soul and spiritual awakening.
The Struggle Within: The Wind’s Divine Melody is a true story about overcoming anxiety, addiction, abuse, and spiteful actions. Jacob’s (later known as Arjuna) journey is both physical and spiritual and the stakes are higher than just “inner peace”. He is fighting to help his daughter. The preview for Vol. 2 will soon be available as an e-book.

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Karma from Smearing Sri Chinmoy Blog Articles:

Karma: 1. Action that has consequences; 2. Fate; Destiny | Who Is Sri Chinmoy | Unwise To Criticize A Spiritual Master | Spiritual Communication With Sri Chinmoy | What This Blog Is About | Karma From Smearing
Karma From Smearing Sri Chinmoy [Read Me First]
This is the first article in the Karma from Smearing Sri Chinmoy blog article series, illustrating the severe consequences of defaming a spiritual Master.
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A Miracle Healing of My GERD
My gastro reflux disease was healed within one second. No lifestyle changes. No weight loss. Just all of a sudden I don’t need my Rabeprazole pills anymore.
Child Crying With Feather Stuck To Tear | False Accusations | Parental Alienation | Child Behaviour Problems | Deliberate Misbehaviour | Talking Badly About The Other Parent | Child's Mental Health
Parental Alienation: How It Affected My Daughter
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Lotus Burning | Karma | Spiritual Experience | Spiritual Communication | Made To Look Bad | Sri Chinmoy | Wrongly Diagnosed
Sri Chinmoy’s Smear Against Me
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Beautiful Dawn | Is It A Mire Or A Chance For A Better Life | Saved By Grace
A Golden Dawn Given to Me by the Hand of God
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Beautiful Sunset | Age of Spiritual Ascension | New Age of Spiritual Awakening | Numerology | The Golden Age Began in 2012 | Sri Chinmoy | New World
Did the Golden Age Began in 2012?
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Aum~Mission: Helping the poor and mistreated
Aum~Mission: a Mission of Helping Others In Need
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Let It Be | Being separated from your child | Father-daughter time | Mother Mary comes to me | Think Positively | Don't Give Up | Think About Your Child And Not Yourself | Keep Trying
In Times of Trouble, What Should We Do?
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Discoloured Flowers | Making Someone Look Bad | Specious Accusations | False Accusations | Negative Perspective | Cynical | Defamation
What Do I Mean When I Say I Smeared Sri Chinmoy?
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Specious Arguments vs. Spirituality | False Accusations | Being Misunderstood | Naysaying | Emotional Abuse
Psychiatrist Misdiagnosis: My ‘Impaired’ Judgment
I’ve experienced the hell of a psychiatrist misdiagnosis. It caused me a lot of stress. But apparently that can be dismissed as impaired judgement.
There is a great difference between perception and intuition. - Sri Chinmoy
How Do Psychiatrists Diagnose Me?
How do psychiatrists diagnose? I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. A misdiagnosis formulated by using perception based off superficial factors.
Gentle Touch | Divine Touches | Spiritual Communication | Muscle Movement
Divine Touch and the Intrusion of Psychiatric Opinion
A divine touch is a spiritual experience. It is something that psychiatrists do not have knowledge of. Therefore, according to them, there is no such thing.
This Is Not My Secret - It's Yours | Parental Alienation | Behaviour Problems | Getting a child to keep secrets | Emotional Abuse | Emotional Neglect
Behaviour Problems in a Child: A Sign of Abuse?
If you are witnessing behaviour problems in a child, it could be because of something an adult is saying or doing to her. Such was the case with my daughter.
Lotus Behind Bars | Punishment Pays | Divine Touches | Humiliation Blows
Spiritual Punishment from Sri Chinmoy?
Did I experience spiritual punishment from Sri Chinmoy? It’s hard to answer that question unequivocally, but here is an experience of mine that may clarify.
Leather Belt | False Accusations | Not Listening
A Short Story Illustrating How I’ve Been Accused
The story of the leather belth that was too big. A microcosmic example of an otherwise avoidable ordeal if one would just listen to me in the first place.
Lady Justice | Disservice | Mistreatment | Discriminatory Beliefs
My Complaints Against Nova Scotia Legal Aid Lawyer “Susan”
My complaints against Nova Scotia Legal Aid laywer “Susan”, Nova Scotia Legal Aid, and the Nova Scotia Family Court. A disservice due to discriminatory beliefs.